I’m Morma.

26. Disabled. Chronically ill. Parent. Gender fluid. Autistic. Homeschooling. Farming. Communist. ☽ In love with the moon. ☾

My Latest Posts

TodayDecember 22, 2021
my little dude was talking to himself while playing his game, we were both sitting and playing video games, just enjoying the day together, & he says to himself something about his mom. I jokingly respond with “your mom..” and basically repeated what he had said back to him. (Can’t remember what it was, justContinue reading “Today”
IDecember 17, 2021
Don’t feel like I am very important to really anyone
One am &December 16, 2021
My chest hurts cause once again I’m “missing” people that literally never liked me. But, do I really miss them that much? Were the memories really that genuine? & don’t I remember the ache I felt back then, knowing everything was so empty? So whyyyyyy haven’t I closed these chapters?
Home isDecember 14, 2021
Where I want to be… but I guess I’m already there?
WhyDecember 13, 2021
Are you reading this? I have all these views all the time and I sit here feeling myself melt from loneliness. I feel like I’ve been on display my whole life and I have no idea how to handle it anymore. Like I’m trapped inside some glass box that everyone is just looking into, watchingContinue reading “Why”
It can be so frustratingDecember 13, 2021
Working for hours to set up school work and lesson plans for a whole week for the kiddos while they’ll be at their other parent’s houses and then feeling like I get very little support from them. No responses. No inclusion. And half the time they’re coming home talking about how they didn’t do theContinue reading “It can be so frustrating”
It’s past two am but I’m so excitedDecember 12, 2021
FOR SCHOOL??? that I can’t sleep? 😅 This is what it is like to be a happy and proud homeschooler. I’m sure I’ll be worn out by the end of the week too, but I just keep thinking about all the fun ways we will get to learn this week! I think I want toContinue reading “It’s past two am but I’m so excited”
So I believeDecember 10, 2021
(well kinda, i guess to the extent that I can believe anything) that our bodies keep us in the time dimension, and our souls and the energy around us exists outside of that.. So, is that why I ache this way every winter? Is that why it’s so heavy? It’s all one big loop…
You knowDecember 9, 2021
you’re close to a breakdown when literally your entire dream last night was just you having a meltdown on tons of random people/situations from your past just continuously all night.
tiredDecember 5, 2021
of always being left out of everything when I’m always included them in everything.